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Posted on Tuesday, 28 November 2017 @ 06:24 with 0 comment(s)

(This post is mainly dedicated for my own self)
Believe it or not, we're marching towards the end of the year 2017. It's always stupefying how much a year could do. I met new acquaintances, encountered && experienced things that I have never even dreamed about, went to new places, && acquired some life lessons throughout the journey. This year, I discovered something very profound and liberating that I wish to share with all of you; that God, unlike human beings, will never compare you to anyone else. He'll only compare you to you. Who you were yesterday, who you are today and who you'll be tomorrow. Your only competition is, well, you.

It's mesmerizing how Allah is not looking for perfection, but simply progress and realistic improvements within ourselves. And we, ourselves too, should stop focusing and emphasizing all the flaws that we see on ourselves and start to spread self-love. I believe self-love is very crucial because no matter how much you hate your looks, your physical attributes or simply hating the whole version of you, you could never be someone else. You will always be you, and there's nothing that you can do about it. Have you ever heard of people saying that this life is like a wheel? Sometimes we're at the top, sometimes at the bottom. There will be times, when things get so difficult, and everything seems so amiss && outta place. You feel that you are not worthy (maybe because your crush rejected you, appalling exam result, having no one to talk to when you're in agony, bad breakouts on your face etc), && no one ever appreciated your presence and you feel like being into the state of oblivion where no one even care about you. That is the time of trial, where you will start to have doubt on yourself, your self-esteem and self-confidence goes from 100 to 0. Believe me, every single one of us has gone through / will go through this phase. It is normal, things happen, but never ever downgrade or hate yourself because it only helps to increase the burden that is already on your shoulder.

The trial does not aim to break you, it was given to make you stronger and to prepare yourself for something much more challenging. No matter how broken or damaged you are, as long as you're breathing, there is always another chance for you to upgrade yourself and be better. Never hate yourself (or anyone else). Disregard all the negative comments and ponder upon all the critics that are given. Take it positively. Don't let it demotivate you from being who you really are. And the most important thing is; seek Allah's help in the times of ease and difficult. "Only with the remembrance of Allah do hearts find peace. [13:28]. As long as we put our trust in Him, we are in good hands.

Oh and one more thing, stop comparing ourselves to other people. Kita takkan pernah rasa cukup kalau asyik nak compare diri kita dengan orang lain. Takut hilang rasa syukur tu.

Posted on Saturday, 28 October 2017 @ 05:31 with 0 comment(s)

Hi beautiful creatures!
I am currently having my final examination but we are having a short-2-days-break before taking our last paper, which is Physcis on this upcoming Monday && since I have my last paper syndrome overwhelming me at this particular moment, I guess it doesn't hurt to blog a lil' bit since I have not updated anything for quite a long time.

I have been thinking a lot lately, && how much I have changed in less than a year. It's crazy how much a year could do. After pondering upon a lot of  things that has happened in my life, considering the good && bad incidents that I have encountered with. I came to realize that up until this moment, I have been focusing too much on the negative stuff, neglecting the pleasant & delightful taste that life had offered (which is one of the most obvious reasons why I feel like I am not living my life to the fullest). I am so afraid that I am going to waste so much of my life being sad when I should be living. And not just living, but living vibrantly and loudly. I want to read more, travel more, learn more and talk to more people without feeling held back by the confines of my body. I no longer want to feel like I am drowning, sinking, falling or being swallowed up whole by something monstrous. I want to feel alive, lovely and brilliant, even for a moment.

The first step of living my life without any regret is to cherish every single second spent with the loved ones. I shall reduce the amount of time that I spend on social media, because besides getting the opportunity to stalk my crush daily and being updated with the newest fashion and skincare, it brings very little benefit to myself. I believe I need to dedicate more time on reading & writing or travelling && cut off all those negative thoughts of not being able to be good enough to everyone (yknow, we could never please the humans because admit it, humans are insatiable). I can't wait to go back home & meet my family & tok & my adorable kucing yang gemoks gila tu dahlah pemalas aish & to be able to treat my final-exam-pimples :'''') & inshaAllah, I rly hope that next sem will be so much better than the first one. May Allah ease everything amiiin.

Stay away from people who make you feel like you’re not good enough, because you are worth so much more.

annyeong ;
Alia. 18 && blessed.

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