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Posted on Thursday, 5 October 2017 @ 05:06 with 0 comment(s)

I always find myself questioning the things I do, even if I was the one who opted to do it from the beginning. I frequently ask myself whether I’m doing the right thing. Whether there’s any good in the things I choose to put myself in. The school I go to, the activities I join, the events I attend, the friends I choose to keep. Are my decisions going to benefit my future or are they just a waste of time? I wonder if I’m really doing anything right these days. You see, I have always had this fear in me. This fear I can’t specifically explain. I often am afraid if I make the wrong choices, especially when I have to make big important life decisions. What if my plans don’t work out? Who will I be in 10 years? Will I ever really figure it out?

Recently, banyak sangat benda yang berlaku. Literally a lot, & I really wish I could write everything here but hm let's not talk about it. I've been thinking about the future, a lot. & how I miss how things used to be like. I miss my old school, my old friends, the old me. Being here makes me realize how unpredictable this life could be. How we could change in just a few months.But, despite all that, I learned how to be independent, how to stand on my own feet, & how to fight those emotions. It is true that in every trials and tribulations that we went through, Allah is actually planning something better for us ahead. And in that journey, without realizing it, we were actually preparing ourselves to be stronger and better than who we were yesterday. I admit that I have changed A LOT but somehow I also learned that as we grow up, and as we encounter new experiences, we gain more knowledge & tips about life, and we know that it is essential to change in order to adapt with this ambiguous yet beautiful life. :)

For those who are also struggling, have faith in Him. You are exactly where Allah wants you to be right now. Every experience is a part of His divine plan. Allah has purpose for your pain, a reason for your struggle and a reward for your faithfulness. Never give up. Remember in surah al-Baqarah verse 286; Allah does not burden a soul beyond that it can bear. If you're feeling down or you are having self-doubt, note this; don't compare your life to others. There is no comparison between the sun and the moon. They shine when it's their time. We are all beautiful and unique in our own way. Be patient, when life gives you lemon, make lemonade out of it alright dear! Chin up and keep shining because no one could do it better for you. Another beautiful word of Allah; perhaps you hate a thing but it is good for you and vice versa. [2:216].

Be bold, be grateful, be you.
Good luck! <3

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